Monday, November 4, 2013


So it was a happy 5 the next day but apparently UST CoS already starts their classes after the sembreak. hahaha. unlucky. So I ended up the day being with Lean because I'm sure when he comes back to studying, he's gonna be too busy and I know he'll have to concentrate but since I'm so selfish.. I keep asking for attention and it kinda sucks that I do that. Anyways, since I moved out to a new home. The mall is definitely near now to my place. It's below my condo. HAHAHAHA. lucky at the same time my mind goes "fuck. no money to buy food" hehe. So continuing, Lean got to our place around 10?ish I think and since I was fixing up our shoe rack with duct tape (awyieeee. duct tape fixes everything [but apparently it fell apart in a few hours, so no. Duct tape doesn't fix everything]) i was pretty much delayed in the timeline that i fixed up in my head to do before Lean arrives at my house. So when he got to the house, I still had to clean the bathroom, hang the laundry and take a bath. After I finished doing my chores and taken a bath we finally left to get something to eat for lunch. 

We decided to eat at Chuck's deli!!! 
^^that's my face right there. Then this guy ^^is my wonderful bestie & boyfriend, Lean. ahehehe. 

Well we only ate at Chuck's Deli like once and i ate there alone another time so i've only been to the place twice. I wanted to order what we usually order, which is The Buffy but then i felt like choosing something new for a change so you know, cherishing the moment and try something new. I looked at the other goodies in the menu and I looked at the suggestions marked with stars or a chuck's cap. We ended up eating the Chuckatsu. Some tonkatsu(?)like pork/chicken WITH bacon & their spicy garlic mayo sauce (IM GUESSING HERE SO IM SORRY IF ITS WRONG) with some onion rings. And we had the usual water.

I'm ashamed that I take pictures of my food to instagram it, but my buddy doesn't wanna have a selfie with the food so I'm ashamed enough. So hellyeah... LOOK AT THAT GORGEOUS SANDWICH RIGHT THERE. When I took a bite though, I noticed that the bread was crunchy than usual but we don't care. It tastes WAY better being crunchy like that. Me and Lean were really satisfied with the meal. Well I was.. I'm not sure with him. haha. but I guess he was too. After we left Chuck's Deli, we went to the movie house. To watch what? 

yeahp. to watch THOR: The Dark World!!
Got our tickets for two and watched the movie. *spoiler* Captain America was there. AND IT WAS SUCH A CUTE... and funny scene. hahaha. 

Before the movie Lean's hot choco from Starbucks spilled on his shorts. To make matters worse, when he let me taste his hot choco.. I kind of spilled some on his sleeve. wow Mich. s m o o t h. But he said it was fine, but i feel guilty. I wanna offer to wash his shirt but I don't know which shirt I can lend him while waiting. But yeah the movie finished and we watched the clip after the first credits. But we didn't wait for the one after the black and white credits. Good thing Lean's a comic nerd that he told me the clip after was just a kissing scene. hahaha. huhuhu. STILL. After that we went home and he left.
I always feel sad when he leaves that its hard to smile to see him go. I know its kind of clingy but I don't know. It's just me. But I love it when he tells me to smile before he goes. So I did smile. And when I was back in our unit, he told me to listen to Gone Gone Gone by Phillip Phillips. And yeah. I cried to the song. haha. 

Listen to it with me and cry as well.
He always know the right song to make me listen to when I get sad or worried or whatever. Well that's all I'm ranting out. A great start for an update to a blog that hasn't been touched for a year? or 2 years. (woops) 

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Siemai. I'm in love with Audrey Kawasaki ♥

I was looking for some more blogs to follow and obviously inspiration too. I'm glad that I got to stumble to this blog, I'm in love with her girls.. (even though I'm a girl *GASP)

Here's one of her doodles! O_O
She paints on wood panels, so whenever I see her painting there's that effect where it goes out or it gave me a feeling like its reaching out to me... (man.. That must be how people feel when they just stare at something for a long time.) It could also be because of the women's faces in her works (Did you notice the eyes? Pretty eyes :> )

Here's some of her works too!

She made this one for an art auction for Artists Help Japan Earthquake &Tsunami Fund
This one is "My Little Secrets". This is the first work of hers that I've seen. Even though I want to post some more.. I think its best you guys go to her blog. :) Its so cool!! :( I wish that I've seen her works earlier so I could have bought a brooch that she was selling. Here, I'll show it. Imma share the beauty of her wooden brooch.

:( its so cool I'm so jealous!!! Oh well that's all. :) I'm now a fan!


Saturday, December 3, 2011

Inspirations for a prom dress

I think I'm lucky because my mom allowed me to design my own dress which is great and the same time a horrible idea. Cause first thing's first.

I'm bad at fashion. I mean it.

But with my mom's great taste in fashion and always knows what's best on me.. I think I'm safe.

It was still August when she brought me to the cloth store and all of a sudden she started talking about prom. Prom never even crossed my mind, I was more relaxed (as usual) saying to myself that its still far, its still a few months away. But when my classmate was showing her drawing of what her prom dress will look like I immediately panicked and said to myself "SHIT. PROM'S 2 MONTHS AWAY" So I immediately started designing what my dress will look like. A lot were amazed on how it looks like but when I showed it to my friend who's part of the Prom Comm (I joined and again, I got lazy to type the essay) and she said that my dress needs to be long so it would match our Prom theme :( I was gonna go for the cocktail dress kind. So I have to make my dress look nice. I got curious on what other people's prom dresses looks like so I decided to look at

Here are some that I like:

I like the color in this one and it really matches the girl wearing it.

My dress is something like this but the top isn't like that and the lower part is more of lace and silk. But yeah..

Red dress. I can NEVER pull this off.

I liked this one a lot.

This one too!

SO yeah. I like all of these designs :)

well that's all. Just wanted to share!


I'm a dying Junior with a prom date

Wasn't able to start any drawings lately.. since i'm pretty busy with projects, macabre making and etc. I can't believe many people told me being a junior is fun.. NUH UH. Its freaking hard.

But so far so good :>

My friends are asking me to make their prom dresses, I'll be posting them soon ;) I hope I don't get lazy to take pictures of it. And I'm taking my best friend as my prom date :) So now I'm so glad I'm not one of the people making a lot of hassle with that issue but the way I was gonna ask him was a fail.

Here was my plan:

I was supposed to kneel in front of him, holding a bond paper with "Prom?" written on it in front of his house.

What happened?

When I went to his house there was a lot of people so the plan of kneeling in front of him was an instant no. A BIG NO. When I showed the paper he shook his head but I still got him as a prom date.. so hooray \:D/

Again i'll be posting the dresses I'm designing for my friends later on when I'm done with it. I'm ashamed to show the design of MY dress so I'll try to wait for the outcome first and my mom's advice as well for it.


Wednesday, November 2, 2011

One of the reasons why I love Linkin Park

I'm a big fan of Linkin Park and I really want to share in here one of the things why I love them.

These rockstars got big hearts.

This video "Linkin Park visit Ishinomaki City with Save The Children" shows them visiting the city which was one of the victims of the Tsunami last March in Japan. I love this band because when the news of the tsunami reached them they started to make t-shirts to sell, made music as well and also made a secret show for money to be donated to Japan. They donated the money and came to visit the kids where the money will be donated. I'm proud of this band because not all bands are like them.

Hope you enjoy the video! :)

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Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Be inspired by David Desbois' Works

David Desbois.

This guy was the first guy that I followed in Deviant art ever since I joined (But now. I don't post much anymore drawings because school got my schedule packed.)  He's a guy from Canada and he uses a special technique in his works. He uses a kind of watercolor pens.. this I'm not sure but I'm really sure its watercolor.
I'm not good at describing his technique but its just really amazing. I mean it. Here's a few:

 This one is X-Men Origins: Wolverine
 Ambition. I think he posted this around 2008. Its Robert Downey Jr. :)
 Army of One. We all know who this is obviously. I love what the lighting in this one. But this one is a trading card. I love the details, and the face of humility? Amazing.
 Gathering The Crows. I loved the concept in this one. And also there's also an autographed Supernatural drawing of this one.
Vanilla Sky. In what I noticed in David Desbois' Gallery there is a lot of Star Wars. I loved this one the most even though its his newest. I prefer Anakin and Padme's happy days. This really gave out a lot of emotion because we all know on what happens to Anakin and Padme after right? (If you don't. Watch the movie.)

And yeah. That's what I want to show. David Desbois is a person worth your time. He is an amazing artist. He does commissions too. So that means you can order which I can't do since I don't have enough money to buy just a print. To look at his gallery Click HERE

well that's all for now. Such an inspiration you guys. I hope I'll get to interview him somday.. when I get the guts.


Pumpkin Panda Drawing

Decided to male this art blog some design and finally finished it. This is just the draft so yeah. It's kinda dirty. So really sorry..



I drew him after (yes pumpkin panda is a boy..even though I'm a girl. But I want him to be a boy) I thought of changing my URL. Doesn't he look cute?

And here's the photoshopped and cleaner version. Which I think will be the official mascot of this blog of mine that I hope that I'll keep on writing in it.
so yeah this is him. Well I hope you guys like this one.

 ♥ Me